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Creeping Beauty by lethargic-devil, literature

Emotionless Emotion by lethargic-devil, literature

Alone again and forever by lethargic-devil, literature

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Alone again and forever

years and years, i faced hurt, embarrassment, i kept turning back to them, i kept going back, i turned to those who kicked me, let them say how much they loved to see me cry, how much they liked to see me huddled, at the back of class crying, hoping that they\'d turn around, and say sorry, hoping that they\'d be sorry, hoping that they cared for me as much as i cared for them, i never noticed then how the others sat silent, how they watched me cry, and didnt know what to say, how much my predicament affected them, how much they wanted to comfort me yet had no words, alone i started to sit, my day brightening only when

Alone again and again by lethargic-devil, literature

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Alone again and again

Freinds lack of gift by lethargic-devil, literature

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Freinds lack of gift

tears fall, tracing down my cheek, leaving a streak, down my ace, make up clotting, i want to run away, hide, hide forever, not show my face again, yet sucker for punishment, as i always am, i turn around to those arms, that were momentarily open to me, gratefully, i sink into their sweet embrace, wincing as they think im alright so soon, that ive healed already, that they let go, that they turn from me, and expect me to be alright, i reach out a hand, dry my tears, touch them, they turn, mistaking my bout to talk to them, for more tears, in exasperation they take me into their arms, their child, not their fre

Old frogotten and remembered by lethargic-devil, literature

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Old frogotten and remembered

the sadness, knowing that should you meet again, so much would have happened, you wont know each other, and the freindship you cherished will be gone, the smiles they caused, the laughs they shared, remembered but not used, never again, never again, you leave, they leave, live a new life, where you cant let go of the old one, and when you go back, the old ones not there anymore, without knowing it, you moved on, though it sems so terribly sad. and in a way, is so.

Ways to kill children by lethargic-devil, literature

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Ways to kill children

1- tell them that they can truly fly. 2- \'forget about them\' 3- you have to PRACTICE if you want to be spiderman...here\'s some string. 4- play with matches 5- always look straight when crossing roads 6- talk to strangers often and at every possible opportunity 7- have an indoor jacuzzi - and babysit 8- tell everybody that your dad\'s a millionaire - especially to the afore mentioned strangers 9- encourage them to grab metal objects 10- encourage them to point rudely and laugh at the local mafia boss 11- clorox tastes good 12- wear stilletos in the nursery 13- dont lock the window next to the crib 14- everyday is halloween 15-

Vampires average day by lethargic-devil, literature

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Vampires average day

pale skin glimmering in the night, catching whatever wayward light passing by, bereft of it\'s day time abiity to squander, it consents not to burn, and the damned feel adlultered sunlight, and revel in it, the feeling of doing something wrong, the shiver of glee, the absence of guilt, so profound, that the ability to openly BE, is perhaps that which is so sought for, immortality, nocturnal, strength, all that forgotten, in the wake of lack of guilt, they rise, all their actions seemingly erotic, they look for prey, that prey which they want to have, as much as they want to examine, it\'s delicacy, it\'s frag

vampirical by lethargic-devil, literature

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vampirical

they rise in the darkness, the only time they may, their strenth immeasurable, as is their time, eyes mirroring colours, distorting them, using them, to create colors beyond, mortal imaginaion, pleasure beyond imagnation, the very wind a caress, as they soar, claiming what is theirs by right, the night when they roam, the time alotted them, gliding past homes of clumsy mortals, unable to come in, yet ever searching for that forbidden liquor, which i give gladly.

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Untold beauty of Night by lethargic-devil, literature

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Untold beauty of Night

go to sleep she says night is for rest where you \"hide from the horrors of the day\" i think that if hiding should be done then why not during the time when it is happening rather than the most beautiful time closing your eyes only to drift into realms of nightmare rather than that why not stay awake and revel in the beauty of the night that only few have ability to stay awake and see slowly i see that the horrors of the day drift away as i am aware of my rest where as every morning i used to wake up unaware of the beauty of the closed darkness around me of how i slept awake now i know that i s

How can it hurt by lethargic-devil, literature

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How can it hurt

i gave you my heart, with no payment required, you kept it, though i agree, i forced you too, yet you had no idea, my chest now empty, and i yearn for my heart which is not with me, but with you, my eyes drawn to you, whenever youre near, yet, if i no longer have my heart, why is that i can still fell its pain, as if its the only emotion that comes through, no longer do i feel happiness, after i gave you my heart, no longer do i feel at rest, since i let go, but now, after i gave you my heart, albeit it is not in me , i feel it hurt, i feel it break and send it\'s shattered peices back to me, yet you keep a p

Angel looking devils by lethargic-devil, literature

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Angel looking devils

you annoyed me to the point of which theres no return, cliche, oh so cliche, who gves? my eyes narrow, as you completely turn, a small thing into a big thing, a mountain out of a molehill, the desire to rip out your lungs, overpower me, who really wants yur larynx to work, who really cares how or why, you might have to say anything, dont you understand? you\'ve got nothing, and yet you take everything of mine, and crush them, step on them, tearing me down, making me want to hide, making me want to kill you, and all you stand for, you\'re nothing to me, or anyone, you broke me, and im still gathering t

Living death by lethargic-devil, literature

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Living death

what point is there in going on, when all thats left is nothing, the chance i had, i threw away, and yet it felt, like my best try, too many times i have tried, only to be thrown, as the rope of hope i held, was cut by the blade of truth, and it\'s mate, sadness, falling and falling, i reach out, in hope that even a shred, may pass through, my fingertips, yet roughly my hands are slapped away, and i let go, slowly drfting, praying for it all to end, then as all seems to come at rest, that foul mouth, with its foul words, latches to me and drags, me back up to the surface, face above water, i watch as m

Living death by lethargic-devil, literature

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Living death

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lethargic-devil

Jul 25, 2005

o.O

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DIE POINTLESS HUMAN, DIE ah, there is something to be learnt

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lethargic-devil

May 8, 2005

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Where is this? Where am i? my whole being is il. im so very scared. i want...wanted... to scream.. nowi dont even have the energy left to desire it. i wantto scream. i want to scream. whats going on? argh. this isnt from me... this isnt part of me ... im being ...attacked from the outside.. maybe... dunno... my body is bieng put thrhough pain. my body can handle this... but the occurance of it hurts my soul...

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O-Uaglione

Jan 26, 2006

thank you very much for the

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datinyone

Jun 8, 2003

Thank you Oh so much for the comments on Little Women..I'm glad you dig it =) (Smile)

-Tiny

dj-darkviper

Jun 3, 2003

hehe, yeah, i must say, im cannot find any spelling mistakes at all. maybe its the font and that fact that its by default squished together..like, what spelling mistakes?

i like Knux the best of the bunch, cuz hes the "badass" of the crew, Miles comes second, sonic third, then the rest i dont nessesarily care about, you know, Rotor, Sally, meh...dun care.

anyways, thanks for the comment.

Glad ya liked it enough to give it a "Like Deviant" vote :) (Smile)

spyed

Apr 10, 2003

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
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I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

lethargic-devil

May 3, 2005

hey - i cant remember right- but ithink youre one of the ppl to go to for problems or questions- i want to delete this account and put all the stuff in it into my scraps gallery at my other account

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please... too many memories with this one - and too many ppl know it exists... who i'd rtaher didnt see it or anything about me. please do help[ - if ive got the wrong person please tell me and ill find the right person or the other.

thanks.

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squid-hater121

Feb 20, 2003

Hey! Thanks so much for the comment on my poem!

Hmm 1 page view, 2 deviations, no pictures, no information on yourself ... not too much into DA huh? well welcome to DeviantART anyway! Hug